Sabado, Oktubre 25, 2014

HAPPY 2ND YEAR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND MY BABY WIFE :)

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO US! GOD IS FAITHFUL

REMEMBERING WHERE IT ALL STARTED :)

After Sunday worship, nagpapasama saken si Vino para dalawin ang aming ka churchmate na girl na saleslady sa plaza fair that time, sympre part yan ng aming soul winning sa church especially sa aming youth department, visitation and kamustahan. Madalas kasi itong aming ka sister eh busy sa work, after nya kasi mag worship eh need nya na agad umalis para humabol sa trabaho, so wala na time para makausap pa namen sya.  That time ako naman, I just go with the flow sa mga lider ko if may follow up, Masaya nman kasi and sabi nga ng kanta I love this family of God. So, follow up ditto, follow up doon, visit ditto visit doon. Oo nga pala, itong ka sister namen na ito, shes very shy type and pretty slim  huh.
Hehehe. Maganda sya pero saken wala nman ako motive na manligaw kasi ako si Noel, mayabang daw kasi ako eh and kala mo kung sino feeling pogi. Ahhahaha. We visited her if may time talaga.  Nakakasama naman namen si sis pag may service and may meeting especially pag available sya, kc minsan kahit galling sya s work pupunta ng church yan para makiisa sa amin and pag may cleaning and décor activity she was there to help, cowboy eh kasi kaya nya gawin ung mga work na pang lalaki, masipag talaga malinis sa halos lahat ng bagay.  Hanggang sa tumagal, naging part na sya ng aming music ministry, syempre kakanta yan at ako ang gitarista (hehehe, pagkakataon nga naman) hahahaa.  Joke lng. But before that nag duet pa kami ni sis eh, part ng offering. Wheeewww, mdami pa kaming pinag samahan na activities, di ko na iisa isahin pa kasi baka abutin ako ng madaling araw may pasok pa ko bukas J

OVERNIGHT PRAYER MEETING

Si bro Escobert talaga pang asar, kasi nakaupo ako sa table sa church during our overnight break sa church ksama ko si sis, sabi ni ka escobert, sis wag ka titingin sa mata ni noel kasi may kamandag yan, hahaha baka ma inlove ka dyan. Echos! Hehehehe. Palabiro talaga itong si ka Isko, no comment nalang ako and I just continue to talk with sis, then suddenly she drop her head to the table, inaantok na siguro si sis di ata sanay mapuyat eh, kaya ayun alam ko may pasok pa din sya kinabukasan, so there was this thing na coming into my mind na napakasipag nman ni sis and may time sya kay Lord to spent time overnight though may pasok pa yan kinabukasan, sacrifice.  I told myself na the in the future the man that will spend life with her will be definitely lucky, then that time I lift my hand to her head and touching her hair like a little girl while asleep. Wala naman saken un, I just think that for a while. 
 
Days has passed, Sundays, Fridays lahat na ata ng days na meron ako sa church, marami kaming bagay na pinagsamahan especially church activities, but hindi nman ako madalas na kasama nila, day by day I have known this woman like never before.


NO. 26 IS THE NUMBER

December 24 -Sabi saken nung isang ka sister ko sa church, papasama daw sya saken bibili ng panregalo na shirt sa Isetann Recto, so ako naman sympre gentleman ako eh, so sabi ko cge I have time naman, Ahahaha. Pero may pakiramdam nako na para sa aken ung shirt na yun.  Ang pogi ko talaga. Ahahaha. 
December 25-  Christmas time ayun, we went there at Isetann and eat muna sa Jollibee, swerte kasi libre ako eh. Sarap kaya ng libre. And then ayun, she bought one shirt na molecules ang tatak ang color ay light blue with white, ganda bagay na bagay saken wala pa ko jacky chan non eh,a kaya nga ibabalik ko ulit ung sixteen packs ko. Haha.  
TAKE NOTE MGA BROS AND SIS, FRIENDS AND BLOG READERS.  Pag si LORD ang nagbukas ng daan and its in GOD’s will IT WILL HAPPEN.  I have my prayer sa spiritual life ko, sa family ko and sa lovelife ko, kasama yan sa ilan sa mga personal prayers ko and every overnight.  So with this I am giving you an introduction when and how it all started.
December 26 – I  found myself at the gate of sis sa Ilaw ng Nayon, dun kasi sya nakatira eh, alam na alam ni kamoteng Dan yang street na yan kasi madalas sya dun eh, buddy buddy nya kasi yung kapatid ni sis na si bongbong, hehehe. Madalas siguro makikain dun si kamote.  Bakit ako nasa gate? Well, hinatid ko si sis after namen ng Gawain sa Church, sabi ko sa sarili ko, this is it, this is my time MY TIME IS NOW parang si John Cena! Eto ang malufet lakasan na ng loob eh, sabi ko kay sis di ako aalis sa gate nila hanggat di nya ako sinasagot. Ahhahahahaha! Malakas ata ang loob ko that time di ko alam, siguro may backer ako eh! Alam ko kung sino backer ko! Hahaha kaya sure yan go na ko. What happen next? Simple lang nman umuwi ako na Masaya na dala ko ang tagumpay!
So mga friends, don’t think of anything or any person, that sis on our sharing here is my one and only God given wife MRS. ELSA DIVINAGRACIA RESUELLO. 
When we got married? After 12 years lang naman. It is not in the plan but this is the perfect time for us.  Weve been together through all these years by the guidance of our Lord Jesus Christ.  I am not after or in analytical thinking on coincidences.  Sometimes d ko maiwasa maisip lang ah, 6 + 6 is 12. 12 years.  Ano ung 6? My birthday is December 6 and my wife birthday is January 6. 6 + 6 in different view would mean as well 26.  I got the sweetest YES dated December 26! And I tell you what… TODAY IS OUR 2ND WEDDING ANNIVERSARY.  Because this is the day that the Lord has made for us to become one OCTOBER 26, 2012.   

It’s a long journey right? But it’s worth waiting, because God’s time never fails.  I always thanked God for another year of our life as we celebrate the day God bind us in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer, for better or for worst.  Till death? Nope coz death only is for physical but the memories lives which we cannot be separated.  I thanked God for having my baby Elsa one of my precious gift I ever have. As we celebrate this 2nd year of our wedding anniversary I am overwhelmed that she is my best friend, my sister in Christ and my wife. I always tell her that for me every day is our anniversary coz God’s love and guidance for us is everyday it is new every morning, every day and every year. HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY MY BABY ELSA. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! MMMWAAAHHHHHH!



Lunes, Oktubre 6, 2014

TIME IS NOW - Do Good Today

TIME IS NOW - Do Good Today.

Typically, there is Sunrise and sun set.  We are sleeping at night and waking up in the morning and It’s just another day to deal with.  Sometimes  Im thinking of going on top of a building maybe Burj Khalifa the higher it gets the better and feel for a moment what was really happening down here from different view and distance, seeing busy cars on the road at day time and all the glowing lights at night time.  I just can’t stop thinking and thinking how everyone was so busy while time is passing by. hmmmm its kinda cold up there you can barely hear the sound of wind whispering in your ear and the sound of vehicle horns? Yes definitely but not disturbing anymore. Now, you can ask yourself and wonder, how many people down there are doing good?, doing bad? doing the best or the worst?  Because from here i could see and analyze things visibly.  Its just like playing basketball, you wouldn't totally know you're having a bad game and your team is heading for a bad day. sometimes you need to sit on the bench to understand what was really happening.  And hey! your coach sees a lot of those, indeed He saw the real picture. 

 Back in real situation i am thinking and asking myself, over and over again, may nagawa ba kong mabuti sa araw na ito? in the eyes of God? for my family, my friends? or those who are in need? Did i do something good in my job that contributes for the smooth executions of operations or a handicap? You can never fully understand which stage in your life you are in, unless you stop for a while and look for a space. You are overwhelmed with so many things in your life that you didn't notice that you are long timed off track. We don't know that we are already hurting people, hurting our family, hurting our friends...and hurting ourselves by our wrong doings coz you think its only okey. Its not okey! shuhada!  Nobody is perfect, but thats not an excuse for us to do crazy and bad things. Did we asked sometimes ourselves before going to sleep if we have done something good the whole day? As I've said from the beginning of our blog sharing that you are reading now, there is sun rise and there is sun set or let me put this way... SIN rise or SIN set? how do you reflect on your activities today? Ask again yourself.. are you doing right? don't put your fingers on others, we are all liable for our individual actions wether it is good or bad. Ecclesiastes 3:17 " I said to myself,“God will bring into judgment   both the righteous and the wicked, for there will be a time for every activity, a time to judge every deed.”

Not all the time the situation will favor our side because there is A TIME FOR EVERYTHING, our situation now is the result of our actions before which we tends to repair and repair and repair and repair and repair to make it right because we did not do the right thing yesterday! If we do something good and right everyday we will not end up turning our heads back looking our situation that causes pains. Masakit kaya magka stiff neck. :)  That is why for me my friends quiet time is very important, when we are alone and no distractions this is the time that we reflect on things in our life, you don't necessarily need to take in a literal sense that you need to go to the top of a high rise buildings on your quiet time, because it would sometimes worsen only the situation especially if you are emotional and had suicidal tendencies hehehe most likely you will end up jumping to your death and be quiet for good. 

That being said, we need to set aside things that makes us busy for a while, you can have time for sure, because if there is a will there is a way right?  I can tell you now that this is the time of the LORD, you may be a sinner doing ungodly immoral  things just like me, just like everybody else but that doesn't matter, coz thats when GOD's grace is sufficient. When we are weak we are strong, if you have GOD in your heart, in your life. Stop doing all the busy talking, have your quiet time so that you could hear GOD's voice in your heart. There is a time for everything, this is our time to make things right. I remember the titantron theme song of WWE Superstar John Cena that says, You Cant See Me, My Time is NOw!.  I will rephrase this one, and make it as HE can see me and the time is NOW. 

Biyernes, Oktubre 3, 2014

Serving God or Serving Yourself

Serving God or Serving Yourself.

Just when i think of every time that we are on the church, everybody is busy everyone has their own ministry, every one is serving. Serving what? can u honestly tell me who are you serving? One of my favorite song that we always sing in the church every sunday when i was in my home country is.... "The greatest thing in all my life is serving You" it is then associated with knowing, loving and praising.  Ang sarap kantahin, especially when you are singing deep into your heart. Masarap kasi ma inlove kay Lord. Kasi pag na kay Lord ka, kahit magulo ang mundo mo at madaming problema, you dont care, why?  coz you know that you have GOD in you heart whom you served, whom you always sing. When you served God its not because you need something, its not because somebody told you to do so and yet you dont really understand why are you serving HIM. You dont served to please someone around you, you dont served to please yourselves, because when you are truly serving the Lord your God, you are giving up everything about yourselves, sabi nga sa arabic word, "Kaliwali yourself".  I have read one quote that says, " The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much". Napaka self centered naman ng quote na to noh? what is painful about loving someone too much? the only thing that will hurt you and give you pains is the repercussion of loving someone or something which you shouldn't do in the first place. But most of us are hard headed and stubborn. Tanggapin man natin or hindi, most of the time we are all self pleaser, yup! you read it right self pleaser! Any objection? pleasing yourself is what makes you happy, its all about yourself. Ask yourself, why are you serving God now? why are you going to church? I will answer for you...coz wala lang, i just liked it, coz im a Christian? really? Wait... my cp is ringing!  and its my wife :) hehe! She just asked me now, what im doing, coz she knows i just got home from work, and i told her a while ago, nag da download ako ng Christian music. Sabi ng baby wife ko, yung kanta daw na "remind me who i am" mganda daw, then i told her na will check it after i write this blog that you are reading now... You know what my friends and blog readers? the suggested title of the song from my wife has too much relevance to what are we sharing now. Can somebody here remind me and you who are we? Who are we? why are we doing this and that? Only you alone can answer this question. Because you will be identified and reminded of who you are on the result of your actions and not with what you are saying.

Its just like this, you said that your pet is a cat! and yet your cat is barking???? or you are selling a skin whitener product, kunwari glutathione, may whitening cream and soap ka pa, pero ikaw mismo maitim. Gets mo dba? hahahaha ang dami ganyan cases, lalo na when we talked about serving God. Yes you are serving God, sabi mo eh, pero malalaman natin yan kapag hindi kna tumatanggap ng love gift and yet you are still serving HIM. You are still serving God though you are alone doing it, ikaw na halos gumagawa lahat but you are not complaining. Dont get it wrong my friends, God is not after of how many things you've done for Him, kaya wag ka magbibilang ng trabaho mo. kasi mapapagod ka lang, God is always looking at your heart, alam mo nman yan dba? you always heard that on Sunday preachings, its all about the quality serving God. When you are after the quantity, its pretty obvious that you are only serving yourself. Eto ang nkakatakot, those sho are so called Christians and churches who are only after the quantity of their members, only after the quantity of their departments will be the absolute candidates to inherit Hell as their final destination. Imagine ang dami dami nyo sa church tapos lahat pala puro ipokrito at ipokrita? puro self pleaser?  performer?  lier? lahat na ng errr! Are you one of them? i mean are we? Wake up! we cannot serve three master! bakit three? Si Lord, Si Satan na KSP and sino ung pang 3? ......IKAW! because you are master or your own self. wag mo lahat isisi kay Satan mga shortcomings mo, kasi magcocomplain yan sayo!  hahahaha lahe nalang sya tinuturo mo eh samantalang may free will ka. Again ask ourselves, am i serving God genuinely? or only me? Remind yourself who you are, why you are doing those things, is it worth? or it is crap? Sabi ng John 12:26. "Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me." 

If you are serving yourself? who will honor you? what can you benefit from that? its all vanity. 


Sabado, Mayo 10, 2014

Araw Ng Ating Mga Nanay :)

Si Nanay....
Ang sarap Ng walang ginagawa, wlang Iniisip at Hindi ka napapagod. Yun bang tipong gigising ka bawat Araw na halos abutin ka na nang tanghali. Hayahay ang buhay di ba? bawat isa sa atin Aminin man natin sa Hindi ay naghahangad Ng kapahingahan, ayaw Ng napapagod, ayaw Ng maraming Iniisip. naturalesa Ng Tao yan, wala nman sigurong gusto mahirapan kung maiiwasan.  Naisip ko tuloy yung mga nanay natin, simula sa pagkabata natin, sila yung nag aalaga sa atin, sila yung napupuyat, na kahit Antok na Antok na eh gigising para lang tyo ay mabantayan at aalagaan. Naalala mo ba yung kanta ni Freddy Aguilar? Yung kantang "Anak", yan ay isinalin sa ibat ibang wika para maintindihan Ng mundo ang mensahe Ng awiting Ito. Ngayong malaki na tyo, at tamang pag iisip, nakita mo ba kung paano naghihirap ang nanay mo para lamang Mabigay ang lahat Ng pangangailangan mo? Ni Hindi mo nga alam kung paano sya nkaka pag abot sayo Ng pera para may pang gastos ka. Na kahit Hindi mo nman kailangan ang isang Bagay, ginagawan Ng paraan Ng nanay natin dahil sa Pinipilit mong hingin. alam mo ba pano kumita Ng pera ang mga nanay natin? Ni Hindi mo alam kung kumakain pa sya Ng tama para lamang may ma ibigay sayo at sa akin, isusubo n lang nila, ibibigay pa sa atin. 

sila nanay ang gimigising Ng maaga pa sa tilaok Ng manok, na kahit gsto magpahinga, Hindi Puede, kahit may sakit babangon, para magbanat Ng buto. May rest day ba ang mga nanay? Wala!  Simula Ng sinilang ka sa mundong Ito, ang pa gigging nanay nila ay Hindi nagtatapos sa Araw Ng sabado or linggo o holiday, ang pa gigging nanay nila sa atin ay walang hangganan. Naisip ko din yung mga nanay pala na wlang hanap buhay, pano kaya sila nakaka survive as bawat Araw?  Ang hirap kaya mag isip Ng Bagay na Hindi mo alam kung San mo kukunin pero Kelangan mong gawan Ng paraan, Hindi isang Araw, Hindi isang linggo. sila nanay ang madalas mag isip Hanggang sa pag tulog, kung Ano ang kakainin mo kinabukasan. Oo, Hindi ninyo, kundi MO. Walang pinagkakakitaan, manghihiram yan, nagpapaalipin yan, naghihirap, buhay ang binibigay Ng mga nanay natin para ikaw ay mabuhay Ng normal at mapag aral. e ikaw? Ako, choosy ka pa sa pagkain, nagdadabog kapA, Hindi mo ba naiisip ang mga damdamin Ng mga nanay natin sa mga pagkakataong nag iinarte ka. Ikaw ba napagod? Akala Kasi natin ok lang lahat Ng Bagay, Kasi d mo nman na kikita ang mga nanay na mukhang pagod, d mo madalas mababakas as mukha nya yan, Kasi nkangiti pa din ang mga nanay natin, ayaw Kasi nila na isipin pa natin sila. Kaya kahit Hindi ok, okey pa din sila, pero as mga Ora's na Hindi mo sila nakikita o sila ay nag iisa, sila ay may dinaramdam o iniinda. hanggat sila ay may lakas, ginagawa nila ang lahat para sayo At sa akin, Hindi dahil sa obligasyon kundi dahil sa dakilang pagmamahal nila sa atin. 

Ngayong may trabaho kna? At d na kaya magtrabaho nila nanay, alalahanin mo na ang sakripisyo Ng isang Ina ay wlang hinihintay na kapalit. Hindi importante kung ikaw ay nag bibigay sa knila sa pinag kakakitaan mo. Dahil kahit magtrabaho ka buong buhay mo, Hindi mo kayang bayaran ang sakripisyo at pag aaruga na bibigay nya sayo at sa akin. Wag kang magbibilang Ng mga Bagay na Inaabot mo as Kanila, kahit gumamit ka Ng pinaka latest na calculator Hindi mo kayang tuusin yan, maniwala ka. Hindi ka dapat mapagod sa pagtulong sa Kanila, kahit pa may sarili k nang pamilya, Oo, sa pangkalahatang Pananaw, priority natin ang mga pamilya natin, pero ang usapin Ng pagtulong at pagdamay sa mga nanay natin ay Hindi dapat matapos, Hanggang sa kahuli hulihan. Sana Hindi lang tuwing Mother's Day natin sila naalala, dinadalaw at sinasabihan Ng I love you Nay, Hindi mo alam kung Hanggang kelan nlng natin sila makaksama, baka Kasi Hindi n  nya madinig sa susunod pa.  Pero Hindi nagtatapos sa pagsasabi Ng mahal kita Nanay, pinapadama yan, Hindi salita sa salita ang tunay na lenguahe Ng pagmamahal kundi puso sa puso na naipadadama at walang pinipiling Oras at legalidad, bakit? Sapagkat may mga taong nagbibigay Ng pag aaruga at pagmamahal katumbas Ng para sa isang tunay na anak o higit pa,  Sila yung mga Hindi natin tunay na Ina sa laman subalit tunay sa atin ang pagmamahal. 

Pangarap ko mga kaibigan para sa lahat Ng Ina na dumating ang Oras na sila ay wala nang iisipin, Hindi napapagod at panatag ang ka looban. Ito ay Hindi isang Linya o talumpati sa isang patimpalak, kundi Ito ang aking nararamdaman. Nagpapasalamat Ako una at higit sa lahat sa ating Panginoong Diyos sapagkat Siya ang dahilan kung bakit dakila ang ating mga Ina, sapagkat Siya ang pinakadakila sa lahat Ng dakila. 

Maligayang Araw Ng mga Ina sa lahat Ng Nanay :) 




Sabado, Abril 19, 2014

His Resurrection Our Action - Shout His Fame

His Resurrection, Our Action - Shout His Fame.

"I know You're the Messiah
You gave Your life for me
And I know You're ythe only way
Jesus You are God
You are my God"

Jesus I decide to live
Live a life that shouts Your fame
Shout Your fame"

For those who love to sing, those who love music, Especially Christian music! the above quoted words is actually a lyrics from United Hillsong entitled shouts your fame. Christian world is now heading to remember and celebrate the resurrection of our Lord Jesus Christ.  Some of us and for those who read this may easily track down the significance of that song to our celebration.
We know that He is the messiah who gave His life for us sinners and He alone is the only way nothing more, nothing less. He is God.  

There is no argument and the only thing that matter in order for us to understand the real essence of His sufferings on the cross and death, Including His resurrection will rely on our actions. what is next? knowing God that He saved us is not enough until we live a life that shouts His will and ways. We need to be reminded and understand that a person does not possessed fame for nothing. It means influence and impact on our lives. The only question is that how we live a life that shouts His fame? We can see the answers by our way of life, by our testimonies. How do we spent our time everyday? How many times that we DID His will, not just that we are thinking about of doing what pleases God but it should fall into action, coz action speaks louder than words,  And shout means Loud and loud means the world can hear and even see how much His death and resurrection means to everybody. 

Make no mistake about it friends and blog readers but there is no other way around that best explains other than our lifestyle and testimonies. it should manifest.  It is true that we are dealing with our weaknesses, temptations and anything the world has to offer but that is not excusable for us to stop striving and doing His will and letting our salvation to be good as scratch. Life is like a race, in order for us to finish we need to be prepared, we need to run from the beginning until the finish line to gain the price.  It's a long and hard journey but the person who has the stronger will prevails.  the keyword is "Will" the will to win. Starting strong is useless when we are slowly slipping away to hit the mark, we need to be consistent and not complacent. finish strong and keep the faith. Read 2 Timothy 4:7.  

Look yourself in the mirror now, ask yourself.  What are you doing? Are u a real Christian? Coz Christians means follower of Christ, and we discussed about it on our last blog sharing.  You know the reason why I am telling all of these things? It's not because I am unblemished, it's not because that I am righteous enough, na! Na! It's because there is no other way to remember His death and celebrate His resurrection than to live a life that shout His name and fame. 

Happy resurrection day to everyone! Godbless you friends and blog readers. :)

Linggo, Abril 6, 2014

Think Again

THINK AGAIN.

We are called Christians because we know His words! We follow and we live by it. There is no excuses, don't just follow whichever you think you can do and forget about which you cannot surrender coz you will be called hypocrite! We are attending church and yet we are number one world compromiser. Ang dami natin sinasabi na ginagawa natin bilang Kristiyano pero ndi natin kayang patunayan, bakit? E Kasi 40 60 tyo, Hindi 50 50. Yung 40 dyan kay Lord, 60 sa atin, tama ba? Or tama? Pili ka kapatid. sinabi n nga ni Lord na wag o bawal o masama pero gagawin mo pa din Kasi gsto mo Kasi Iniisip natin God will understand, pero ang tingin natin sa sarili natin Kristyano tyo? mahiya nman tyo sa sarili ntin kung may natitira pang kahihiyan sa pag katao natin. Wag tyong plastic. Pag nasunog ka sa impyerno mas mabaho kpa. simple lng nman yan wag k ma sasaktan kung nkakarinig ka ng salita ng Diyos every worship day at tatamaan ka, Kasi that's word of God, ndi ang preacher ang nagsasabi nyan kundi is God mismo and we are all subject to that even the one who delivers the message. Tpos mgtatanim tyo ng sama ng loob? Ask yourself now, knino ka tumatalikod? Sa Tao ba or sa Diyos? Tpos aalis ka and what? You will seek God? E d niloloko lng ntin sarili ntin non. pag nkasalalay na ung mga bagay na ndi ntin kayang tanggapin or sundin we make excuses! we are not perfect, but that won't be the basis para gawin natin ang gsto ntin. do you at one point in your life sacrificed for God? Ndi mo nga kaya bitiwan dba? Pero Kristyano ka? Dba dba? Sa love life lng sablay na tyo eh, pag gwapo kahit ndi Christian carry na! Gwapo eh or mganda. Buti nlng Nung naging mag bf at gf kmi ng asawa ko we are both believers na, bonus nlng Kasi gwapo ko at ganda ng asawa ko, San kapA! Hahahah, gets ba natin? Wag tyo magagalit kung sapul sapul n nman! Wala kang karapatan magalit dahil totoo Naman. Dlawang bagay lng yan sa usapin ng paninindigan, una, pinaninidigan mo Kasi ayaw mo bitawan, pangalawa, paninindigan mo at wag kang de depende, wala kang karapatan. Darting nman ang Panahon na ipagsusulit ntin lahat ng ginawa natin sa buhat natin at sa Panginoon, wag ka pakasisiguro na mganda buhay mo ngayon at Hindi ka magus sulit sa Diyos, dadating tyo dyan wag tyo mainip at wag maging kampante. Next time na titingin tyo sa salamin Ask ourselves, Kristyano ba tlaga ako? Gising kapatid bka nananaginip ka lng kala mo Kristyano ka. Masakit ba? D mo mramdaman msyado yan mkapal n kc face ntin. Pero pde pa yan I retouch kung willing tyo na itama ang lahat, settle everything not to hurt God, your Church, your brethren, even your family and friends. Lastly settle not to hurt yourself coz if not at the end, you will suffer the most painful thing ever in your life.